New part of what is called as Life

There comes a moment..

I've been struggling a lot, since Jun 2019..

I've been changing into someone different, far from the word "me"..

I've been scared of being "together"..

I've enjoyed my time to the fullest..

I was craving of freedom, seeking of what has made me happy before I changed to someone else.

I hide the scars, masked it with smile, buried with intense schedule.

I hurt people. I run from my problem. I avoid things I should've faced.

I was too confusing to make decisions.

I made too many plans, too many "what-ifs" back up..

This post, will be dedicated to my life.

Not to regret what I've been doing for the last 1 year.

This post is made to thank myself, to finally realize..

that I've been pushing myself so hard to get back and stand still..

to be stronger and not blaming myself..

to be able to accept the scars, and know that it's really okay to feel hurt and to be healed..

and to accept that nobody's perfect..

Dear my new version of me,

Let's welcome ourselves to the new part of this life..

Where there will be lot of acceptance, a new way of understanding your life not only your self, 

a new milestone of becoming someone new yet it's still "you".

You've came near of an end to another openning...

I am so proud of you :)

In the middle of work, Jul, 14th 2020